Are out! JC1 (1st sem) results are out. We both sailed through. Thankfully! We both did pretty OK in my opinion. And 2nd sem is gonna start in 3days. Bummer.
As I sit in my chair listening to Kenny G on his sax, I can't help but think. Is it really worth it? Having to toil for what seems an eternity to score the best we can, only to do it all over again 2 months later, with the results from the previous sem meaning no more than some alphabets and numbers put together. And it continues. Results from 1st yr don't contribute to 2nd and 2nd don't mean anything in the 3rd and it goes on till the 5th (final) yr. In all eventuality, we are all gonna end up as doctors. White overcoats, stethoscopes, patella hammer bla bla. You get the picture.
Two scenarios.
Scenario 1.
Student passes all the way till 5th yr. Studies like mad for 5th yr and scores firsts across the board. Gets kudos. Goes on to become doctor.
Scenario 2.
Students pushes every step of the way. Scores firsts/seconds across the board for every single examination. RISKS burnout. Continues studying in final yr. Burnout might cause loss of focus/desire. Screws up a module. Fails. Does not become a doc.
If it were you, which would you opt for? Note the "RISKS" in Scenario 2. Scratching my head as I ponder on this. Before uni, I told myself that I would not be TOO obsessed with getting firsts as it would mean absolutely nothing in the following sem. That plan didn't go too well I would say. But why should I not be obsessed? We have one life. Why not push to test our limits? Why not live it to the max? And if I do burnout, I would like to believe that I can pull myself back up and have another go at it. Been living this way ever since young. Why should that change? Fuck it! Sem 2 here I come!
"yippie-kai-yea m*tha f*cka!" - Bruce Willis